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Behind Tear-Stained Eyes: Charting New Waters Filled With Hellfire (Behind the Fake Smile: One Woman's Journey in Using Hellfire with Holy Water) Kindle Edition

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Behind Tear-Stained Eyes is the sequel to the fictional book, Behind the Fake Smile. Both books are based on real-life experiences. Depression can't hit a moving target. That was a phrase to live by for Chelsea Hansen-Smith. She was full of life and love, and she had big goals, but she was to discover that life doesn't always turn out the way you planned. It's the story of how Chelsea finds immense strength when her lifelong dreams uncovered her painful past and reunited her with a new future-a future that forced Chelsea into a life that required her to admit defeat and chart new waters filled with hellfire. This book will penetrate your heart and soul as you experience life through Chelsea's cracked but hopeful heart.
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This book pulled me in...couldn't put it down! Loved it!
Jyl's detail in writing her dreams took me right into every scene. Reading this book I was stuck by Chelsea's growth and bravery through her many trials. The book made me reflect on my own youth experiences and I laughed and cried reading hers. This book is one that I couldn't put down and read in under 24 hours! Love the lessons she shares and the book ending left me wanting to hear more about Chelsea, her family and what happens in her future! There has to be a series!!!
For those who gave their love to the WRONG person! AND SURVIVED!
As young pregnant teen, marrying the BAD GUY was a choice I made. That choice came with a lot of bad consequences. This amazing book helped me to put some closure to my past life and a hope for the future. Jyl's vulnerability and passion drove me on a road that I needed to go down. THANKS for helping me peel some past pain away and keep my eyes on something more. I can't wait for your next book!!!
Engaging from start to finish. Highly recommended!
This book follows the story of Chelsea who became a mother at a very young age. Along with the typical struggles that starting a family so young would bring, she also goes through many trying hardships with some close relationships and in her career. What I love about this book is how engaging the author is with her writing and how easy it was to read. I had a hard time putting it down! It's also very inspiring to see how the character is able to take such difficult situations and overcome them in a way that continually makes her stronger.
So real and heart-wrenching!
I loved reading this book, seriously I couldn't put it down! The main character, Chelsea, is a strong female lead yet the author keeps her super real. She makes mistakes and goes through real-life drama and craziness but all the while keeps that smile on her face and doesn't lose her love of life or people no matter how many times she's taken advantage of. This is a story that I think so many women today can relate to. A good book is one that can make me both laugh and cry and this one didn't disappoint.
Absolutely amazing, a must-read!
I absolutely loved this book...hats off to the writer... This is an amazing honest story written very well with great detail and great courage, highly recommended!! 5 stars for sure!
Riveting!
What a captivating story! This book is so well written with colorful detail. You won't be able to put it down. Highly recommended!
Can't put down! Excellent book!
The writing style and content are excellent. I couldn't put this book down and I highly recommend it! You'll love every minute. A great example of female strength and overcoming adversity, coming out on top!

From the Author

Writing this book was a lot harder than I ever thought it would be. It's based on real-life events of my struggles and triumphs. Each event had to be relived over and over until the story was written. I'm eternally grateful for all those who have helped me and loved me through it all. My life has been filled with many ups and downs, but those painful lessons became part of the story.
 
Writing a book about the story of your life is a surreal process. I'm forever indebted to Terri Mason, Jennifer House, and Sean Linton for their editorial help and expertise. I would also like to express gratitude to Dayna Linton for her keen insight in making my stories into reality.
 
To Eva Lynn London, Shelly London, Connor Checketts, and Heather Flinders, thank you for always being the people I could turn to during my many dark and desperate years. You have sustained me, loved me, and cared for me in ways words cannot express.
 
Finally, to all those who have been a part of my getting here. I love and appreciate the good and bad examples that you were in my life. I live in forgiveness and without regrets.

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B087Z5DD24
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Jyl London; 1st edition (April 30, 2020)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ April 30, 2020
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2766 KB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 278 pages
  • Page numbers source ISBN ‏ : ‎ 1734598158
  • Customer Reviews:
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Jyl London
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Jyl London is a passionate volunteer in charities and has her own non-profit to help children with cancer. She is also happy to be called an IT Nerd and Gym Rat!

She does her best writing on the beach, overlooking a pool or barricaded in the home she shares with her youngest son, Connor Checketts, and her puppy, Arrow.

Jyl loves to dream of plumerias, mystical heroes, and a better world. She is also proof that women are stronger than they look.

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Reviewed in the United States on May 27, 2020
As with the 1st Book (Behind the Fake Smile), once I started reading, I could not put it down! Ive known Jyl since around 1992ish, and saw her in and out of these struggles, yet she Always had such a Positive vibe and Aura around her everytime we talked, texted or finally met up. These books were so well written, I felt I knew how she was feeling and what thoughts brang her to rasionalize her descisions and Believe me, She had alot of descisions along her journey that were very hard to make. She always thought, and still does, of how her descision will affect others around her. She made some that wasnt best for her life based on being best for others lives. To myself and so many others, that is True Selflessness. I very much admire her Streghth to go on through darkness and put on a Smile while still thinking and Doing for others! She Loves Life, Friends & Family,,, She has always concentrated more on the Positive than the Negative and Believe me, its hard sometimes. When she & her last ex came to my wedding, I knew by her expression (although Beautiful, Glowing & Smiling) that she was not okay. She stood in line alone to tell me Congrats while he quickly ran out and smoked, when he returned to her side, her stance changed... Of course we werent allowed a small conversation alone before they had to go... Anyone can judge anyone from the sidelines, but until youve walked in someone elses shoes, you never truly know what they are or have gone through to get where they are today!
I understand so much how she had to overcome reliving so many trials to write these books and tell some of her story. Im so grateful she was able to do so with Grace, openess and her honest thoughts. I walk away from her being so couragious to tell her story with the ability to know that it really is OK to remove Toxic people from your life, That it is OK to have wants & Goals for yourself, That it is OK to pick yourself up and keep going and giving ❤ Life isnt always pretty but, you can Always find Pretty in life...
Ultimately, It is up to us how we see our trials and Achievements,, as Both can be Positive
Thank you Jyl for sharing your story, I know its helped alot of people find strength from within. Love you Always, Dana 🙂
Reviewed in the United States on May 26, 2020
I was VERY excited for this book and it did NOT disappoint! This had unbelievable scenarios that often seemed unreal but held together so well, that they fit perfectly. I did find myself wanting more details revealed in this book, as opposed to the last, but it kept me glued to it. I finished this one in 4 hours. Another great achievement Jyl!
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Reviewed in the United States on June 6, 2020
I couldn’t put this book done. It was such a great story. Thank you for sharing your story with us all.
Reviewed in the United States on May 22, 2020
Each individual story & characters in this book are so complex yet easy to relate to as most of us have encountered someone like them. The main character “ Chelsea “ helps you see her weaknesses, pain & determination and gives women hope to defeat the hardships they face. It helped me personally re connect with my own spiritual journey which I had pushed aside. I Love Jyl’s style of writing bringing her dreams to life. Hoping to see more books in her future.
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